{"id":11207,"date":"2025-06-14T07:39:27","date_gmt":"2025-06-14T07:39:27","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/www.serapdemirag.com.tr\/?page_id=11207"},"modified":"2025-06-16T21:08:42","modified_gmt":"2025-06-16T21:08:42","slug":"isiklar","status":"publish","type":"page","link":"https:\/\/www.serapdemirag.com.tr\/?page_id=11207","title":{"rendered":"I\u015f\u0131klar"},"content":{"rendered":"<div class=\"wpb-content-wrapper\"><p>[vc_row][vc_column][vc_empty_space height=&#8221;120&#8243;][vc_custom_heading text=&#8221;I\u015f\u0131klar&#8221; font_container=&#8221;tag:h2|text_align:left|color:%23DD3333&#8243; use_theme_fonts=&#8221;yes&#8221; css=&#8221;&#8221;][vc_empty_space height=&#8221;10&#8243;][vc_row_inner][vc_column_inner width=&#8221;1\/3&#8243;][vc_single_image image=&#8221;11236&#8243; img_size=&#8221;Full&#8221; css=&#8221;&#8221;][\/vc_column_inner][vc_column_inner width=&#8221;2\/3&#8243;][vc_column_text css=&#8221;&#8221;]Sabah\u0131n \u0131\u015f\u0131klar\u0131 s\u00fcz\u00fcl\u00fcrken perdelerin aras\u0131ndan gizlice,\u00a0 bir d\u00f6n\u00fc\u015f\u00fcm,\u00a0 yeni bir koku sar\u0131yor evrenimi sessizce.\u00a0 Ok\u015fuyor yanaklar\u0131m\u0131 do\u011fan\u0131n \u00f6p\u00fcc\u00fckleri.\u00a0 G\u00fcl\u00fcms\u00fcyorum yeni g\u00fcne G\u00fcl\u00fcms\u00fcyor\u00a0 ellerim, g\u00fcl\u00fcms\u00fcyor y\u00fcre\u011fim. Umudun\u00a0 \u0131\u015f\u0131klar\u0131n\u0131 sezerken sevgim, kirpiklerim dans ediyor sular\u0131nda.<\/p>\n<p>Bazen\u00a0 r\u00fczgarla itilen perdelerin \u00e7apk\u0131nl\u0131\u011f\u0131nda oyna\u015f\u0131yor, dans ediyor huzmeler. K\u0131p\u0131rdamak bile istemiyorum o an\u0131n\u00a0 g\u00fczelli\u011fi bozulmas\u0131n\u00a0 h\u0131\u015f\u0131rt\u0131larla diye. Ba\u015f\u0131m\u0131 daha bir g\u00f6m\u00fcyorum, sevgilim yast\u0131\u011fa. Solu\u011fumu\u00a0 tutarak izliyorum de\u011fi\u015fimleri. I\u015f\u0131\u011f\u0131yla kavu\u015fan her yenili\u011fin g\u00fcne verdi\u011fi o nefesin, nefesim olmas\u0131na \u015fa\u015f\u0131r\u0131yorum yeniden.<\/p>\n<p>Bir par\u00e7as\u0131 olmak her \u015feyin, bir duman\u0131, bir sisi da\u011f\u0131tmak gibi.\u00a0 G\u00fcne kavu\u015fmakla ya\u015fanan o ne\u015fe, da\u011f\u0131t\u0131yor t\u00fcm kasveti. G\u00fcne\u015fi dileyen g\u00f6nl\u00fcm\u00fc susturmak m\u00fcmk\u00fcn de\u011fil art\u0131k. Co\u015fmak hakk\u0131 onun ve kurtulmak i\u00e7in \u00e7abal\u0131yor\u00a0 tortular\u0131ndan.\u00a0 Kurtulmak,\u00a0 ge\u00e7mi\u015f olan bir \u00f6nceki \u015fimdilerden.<\/p>\n<p>Bazen ay\u0131n \u0131\u015f\u0131klar\u0131 yetmiyor\u00a0 insana.\u00a0 Yetmiyor\u00a0\u00a0 deli divane d\u00fc\u015flerinden kurtulmaya. Hesaplardan, planlardan kurulu her \u015feyi y\u0131k\u0131yor g\u00fcne\u015f. I\u015f\u0131k \u00f6ylesine a\u00e7\u0131\u011fa \u00e7\u0131kar\u0131yor ki gizleri,\u00a0 kimse saklayam\u0131yor g\u00f6zlerini.\u00a0 Kimse k\u0131l\u0131flayam\u0131yor\u00a0 yalanlar\u0131n\u0131. Yast\u0131\u011f\u0131m \u00fczg\u00fcn ,yorgan\u0131m \u00fczg\u00fcn,\u00a0 \u00fczg\u00fcn sar\u0131nd\u0131\u011f\u0131m her \u015fey gece boyu. Vedala\u015fman\u0131n o derin h\u00fczn\u00fc,\u00a0 m\u00fcjdelenen her \u015feyle e\u011fiyor ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131,\u00a0 kabulleniyor ayr\u0131l\u0131\u011f\u0131. Hi\u00e7 bitmesin diye sar\u0131ld\u0131\u011f\u0131m o dostlar yabanc\u0131la\u015f\u0131yor bir bir. .Bir ba\u015f kald\u0131r\u0131\u015f\u0131n\u00a0 geli\u015fi bu yeniden. Sar\u0131p sarmalayarak.\u00a0 Ama, h\u0131nz\u0131rl\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 saklayamayan bir geli\u015f bu durmadan.<\/p>\n<p>Her yeni g\u00fcn\u00fc seviyorum. Umutlar\u0131m\u0131 seviyorum\u00a0 t\u00fckenmeyen. Yeni do\u011fmu\u015f bir bebek gibi tertemiz o y\u00fcz\u00fc ne kirletecek bakal\u0131m diye beklemeden. Seviyorum g\u00fcne\u015fi, \u0131\u015f\u0131klar\u0131 seviyorum. Karanl\u0131klar benim i\u015fim de\u011fil. Bu nedenle gecemi de \u00f6ren onlar. Bu nedenle gecem\u00a0 ayd\u0131nl\u0131k. G\u00f6z k\u0131rpan y\u0131ld\u0131zlarla bulu\u015fmad\u0131\u011f\u0131m hangi gece var\u00a0 ki sabah\u0131mda kaybolan?\u00a0 Kendimle hesapla\u015ft\u0131\u011f\u0131m o saatlerde ya\u015fad\u0131\u011f\u0131m kaos bile sevimli geliyor g\u00f6z\u00fcme. Savc\u0131m g\u00fcl\u00fcyor, avukat\u0131m g\u00fcl\u00fcyor, yarg\u0131c\u0131m g\u00fcl\u00fcyor sonunda. O i\u00e7 huzurunu ya\u015famak kolay de\u011fil elbette. \u0130nsan\u0131n hatalar\u0131n\u0131 kabullenmesi kolay m\u0131?<\/p>\n<p>Durmadan, yeniden yeniden ya\u015fad\u0131\u011f\u0131m bu g\u00fczellik beni\u00a0 hayretten hayrete d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcr\u00fcrken, kucaklad\u0131\u011f\u0131m umutlar\u0131m\u0131n ye\u015ferece\u011fi bir bah\u00e7ede, o tazelikle ko\u015fuyor ko\u015fuyorum\u2026.[\/vc_column_text][\/vc_column_inner][\/vc_row_inner][vc_empty_space][vc_separator color=&#8221;black&#8221; style=&#8221;shadow&#8221; border_width=&#8221;3&#8243; css=&#8221;&#8221;][\/vc_column][\/vc_row]<\/p>\n<\/div>","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>[vc_row][vc_column][vc_empty_space height=&#8221;120&#8243;][vc_custom_heading text=&#8221;I\u015f\u0131klar&#8221; font_container=&#8221;tag:h2|text_align:left|color:%23DD3333&#8243; use_theme_fonts=&#8221;yes&#8221; css=&#8221;&#8221;][vc_empty_space height=&#8221;10&#8243;][vc_row_inner][vc_column_inner width=&#8221;1\/3&#8243;][vc_single_image image=&#8221;11236&#8243; img_size=&#8221;Full&#8221; css=&#8221;&#8221;][\/vc_column_inner][vc_column_inner width=&#8221;2\/3&#8243;][vc_column_text css=&#8221;&#8221;]Sabah\u0131n \u0131\u015f\u0131klar\u0131 s\u00fcz\u00fcl\u00fcrken perdelerin aras\u0131ndan gizlice,\u00a0 bir d\u00f6n\u00fc\u015f\u00fcm,\u00a0 yeni bir koku sar\u0131yor evrenimi sessizce.\u00a0 Ok\u015fuyor yanaklar\u0131m\u0131 do\u011fan\u0131n \u00f6p\u00fcc\u00fckleri.\u00a0 G\u00fcl\u00fcms\u00fcyorum yeni g\u00fcne G\u00fcl\u00fcms\u00fcyor\u00a0 ellerim, g\u00fcl\u00fcms\u00fcyor y\u00fcre\u011fim. Umudun\u00a0 \u0131\u015f\u0131klar\u0131n\u0131 sezerken sevgim, kirpiklerim dans ediyor sular\u0131nda. Bazen\u00a0 r\u00fczgarla itilen perdelerin \u00e7apk\u0131nl\u0131\u011f\u0131nda oyna\u015f\u0131yor, dans ediyor huzmeler. 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